Wednesday, May 10, 2006

scrub

i dont want to look at this world with hatred. i dont want to stop believing that everyone deserves to be greeted with a smile. i dont want the narrowness of my waist to change places with the broadness of my mind as i grow.
but, as i grow and i see more, i see more pain
and all that grows inside me is the quest for vengeance.
a tooth for a tooth and an eye for an eye... the world would be blind some day

i know hatred is not the solution. vengeance doesnt not establish justice.
but by each day it becomes more difficult to maintain my warmth for people.

its a disease we all have contracted. we fail to see beyond two inches in front of our eyes. we are so myopic, so deaf to the screams of our own soul. we just want and want and want. we just blame and blame and blame.
we breed maggots in our blood, and our breath is so rotten stale.. that if someone is scared of hell, he'd be relieved to know that hell aint any worse.

i want to believe that theres some goodness left in everyone, and i want to believe that it can clean us of our stench.
but its increasingly becoming so difficult to hold on to this dream.


if theres a God, he better be acting soon. or there will be people who will undertake his roles.
and when we do so, beware, we wudnt be so merciful as HIM.


if i cant scrub the scum off your skin... i wouldn't mind peeling your skin off.

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